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MsAshHole

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Journal Entry 16

I don’t forsee myself ever marrying again. I just don’t… Married twice and widowed twice. I’d rather not get that piece of paper ever again. Plus I can’t imagine living with someone else other than Josh. It breaks my heart that I don’t have a choice in that matter. I always thought we would eventually…

I don’t forsee myself ever marrying again. I just don’t… Married twice and widowed twice. I’d rather not get that piece of paper ever again. Plus I can’t imagine living with someone else other than Josh. It breaks my heart that I don’t have a choice in that matter. I always thought we would eventually be okay and he would stop drinking. What a lovely fantasy. I miscarried in Dec (2022). I was so upset but I see now it was for the best. N wants to talk to night. We shall see what thats all about…

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  1. Clifford K Somerville

    Ash,
    Sounds like after having had two marriages that didn’t work out (so did I) future marriage is out of the question. I’d agree with that. But for you with many years ahaed of you never say never. I’d say if you found the right person you can be in an exclusive relationship, live seperately and be over the moon happy. So that might be the best way to look at the future. Yet again, it’s still to fresh with the death of Josh, give yourself time.

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