Any and Everything

**** This is a combination of 2 entries. They are very short so I combined them.****

What am i doing? I honestly need to leave him alone. It isn’t realistic. I’m going to start looking at houses in Illinois and florida again.

I am so angry right now. Not at anyone or anything… just mad as Hell. I feel it in my bones. I hate these moments. Once they pass I’m okay. But, good lord… thankfully they don’t last long. I just cry… It is really debilitating and can be embarrasing.