February 5, 2024
I have done it. I said I would devote this year entirely to myself. But it just happened… I asked G to be my Valentine in the true to form awkward way that I naturally would….

He said yes of course but only if I wasn’t joking. I mean I suppose that is a valid thing to check into but I don’t joke about stuff like this. I definitely wouldn’t joke about that at this stage in life. Is is love? No, but I do have some affections towards this man. Some that go beyond just the physical aspect. When I come back to finish this post it will be Valentine’s Day. Let’s see how I feel at that point.
February 14, 2024
Today was so much fun. It is actually 1:21am G just went home. It was nice going out with someone who doesn’t drink to have fun. We talked the whole time. We had a blast at the haunted house. He told me this was the best Valentine’s Day he could remember and that was amazing to me. For the first time in years I can say I went out with someone and had a blast. No expectations just fun. We all need that sometimes. I hope you all had an amazing day!
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