Any and Everything

January 30, 2024

Again with the doctor today. One of the twins had to go… Seems like it is at least twice a week we are going in there. I hate going to the docs I have to feel like I am dying before I go. I don’t get sick that often though. To be honest this is the sickest the kids have been in a really long time. We have managed to avoid the flu and everything else for the past few years. I guess it was our turn.

I have been having a good week for once. Ava still fights me on going to school after she promised she would stop. I honestly don’t know what to do about her. She wants to go to the public high school next year but I have some requirements of her…. Like good attendance and good grades. But without her being there she can’t get good grades so the two go hand in hand. I have gotten to where I block her number during school hours so that I don’t get bombarded with nasty texts because I won’t go get her.

The nurse and I have worked out a solid plan. If the nurse deems she is sick she will call me and that is when I should come get her. I love her nurse and trust her opinion.

What is up with these older guys acting like children? I have always been into older guys because I thought there was less drama and games. I am learning quickly that isn’t true. I don’t know what the heck has gotten into them. I know it isn’t all men but so far the ones I have encountered have been just walking red flags. N got upset and blocked me, only to unblock me a few days later. Over nothing. G stopped talking to me because we have a differing opinion on something and he is a huge baby. The first red flag is the fact that he is a momma’s boy I can tell he is one of those men who will live with his mother until she passes away. P is just a freaking weird one. I didn’t get a chance to respond to his text and he flat out got an attitude.

I don’t really care I am not looking to seriously be with anyone. We were just friends or so I thought. I don’t know I actually think it is funny. I am the one that isn’t the emotional wreck… I think I am picking the wrong guys. I have horrible taste in men… I am getting better at it. Or maybe it is that people are bad at hiding their red flags because the minute I see one… I am done. I don’t have the time nor the energy for any of that.

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