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JE 42: Turning Point

January 4, 2023 I am going to go get something new done with my hair. It won’t look much different but I’m still super excited. I have been thinking about getting acrylics again but I do that occasionally anyways. Probably won’t do that. I don’t really like things on my nails. I’ve cried today. I…

January 4, 2023

I am going to go get something new done with my hair. It won’t look much different but I’m still super excited. I have been thinking about getting acrylics again but I do that occasionally anyways. Probably won’t do that. I don’t really like things on my nails.

I’ve cried today. I am genuinely sad about things ending with the guy. Not because I’m attached to him. I mean I ended it all. I just don’t do drama. It isn’t for me. I suppose at least that worked itself out.

No more looking back. Of course there are things I have to address with myself from the past but I’ll be damned if I let someone else rain on my parade anymore. I’m praticing not worrying about things. So much more difficult than it sounds. I am doing it well though.

When I was upset earlier something just clicked in me and I asked myself, “Why are you upset?” I really had no logical answer… So logically I shouldn’t be. It was refreshing. I am not anyone’s I am mine. I need to always keep that in mind. It is the honest truth and time I embrace it.

I have been writing again. I have a few more short stories but they aren’t ready yet. This makes me feel accomplished for once in a long time. That is a good feeling.

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Responses to “JE 42: Turning Point”

  1. wmmitchell17

    I think you are moving into a better place. Sometimes it takes time to realize what you need and what will ultimately make you happy. A partner is not someone who controls you, but someone who’s personality complements yours. Drama is the last trait you want in a guy, that’s a woman’s job🤣

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  2. mrgurunick

    Sorry you had to end it, but happy to hear you knew it wasnt right and had the strength to do so. Keep chasing those things you want, no matter how small… thrilled to hear you’re going for the hair. Don’t stop there – especially when you figure out what else you want and will allow yourself to have.

    I call it the snowcone philosophy. Are there bigger and better desserts out there? Absolutely. Who doesn’t love a snowcone? It’s a frozen scoop of shaved/crushed deliciousness that you can flavor with 1 or multiple things from like 100 different flavors. It’s quick and easy to whip up and you can always go back for 2nds. Sure, you may want the chocolate cake. What if it takes too long to make, bake, buy, or what if you run out of ingredients? Nobody says you still can’t get the cake later or tomorrow. In the meantime, those small joys may scratch that itch. Maybe you wont want the cake at all. Maybe you’ll decide that it wasn’t really cake you wanted and it was pie. Just don’t forget the snowcones.

    Looking forward to reading your got your hair done blog!

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  3. craigparrish93

    Going to be ups and downs . But you are very talented . Resilient person . Your getting better everyday.🌹

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  4. SG

    Rediscovering yourself is a process. You went through so much that you need the space and time to determine who you want to be. Relationships will come later and you will be prepared.

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