Any and Everything

I never chose to be a widow… not the first time andd not this time either… it isn’t fair. Here I go on about the fairness of life, when we all know life is not fair. Not by any means. I should have expected no less. God, I really hope this doesn’t make me bitter. I can live with most things but I refuse to be bitter.

I suppose that is my answer. I won’t allow it. Some things are still in my control. There are things I need to take care of in this life. There are people who need to be taken care of by me. That makes me very important. I even need to watch my own health. I’m not a big drinker, I don’t smoke cigarettes, but I’ll continue to use cannabis. I just will. It is a great medicine for me